There's Gotta Be More To Life....

For those of you who haven't heard the song "There's Gotta Be More To Life" by Stacie Orrico, go check it out. It's 2:34am and I'm sitting awake in my room right now, with 3 very drunk friends who are spending the night out of necessity. I'm relating to that song so much right now. I'm 29 going on 30 this year and I am so tired of the drinking/bar scene and the random acts that follow and are somehow excused by the fact that they happened "while we were drunk". Oh sure it's fun every once in a while, but every weekend... it gets so old and pathetic. I'm single and I'm suffering from a serious case of "the grass is always greener", I just want to have a home and a life and good friends. Right now all I see is dysfunction everywhere I look. Is anyone truly happy anymore, or are we all just chasing down every temporary high to satisfy us??? I don't know that I would recognize true happiness if I saw it now!?